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Name: Issa
Birthday: 10/3/1992
Gender: Female
Interests: sports,video games,music and movies.
Expertise: Wii boxing and guitar hero;) give me a break im a teenager
Occupation: Student
Industry: student-ing?
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/12/2006
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| If only...
- Money wasn't so short, I'd buy you all the stuffed animals in the world.
- I was there on that island with you,I'd make sure no one would do anything to hurt you.
- She wasn't with us,I would have kissed you in that cinema.
- I could drive,I'd take you to places where we could be alone together and escape the world.
- People weren't so harsh and judgemental ,I'd profess my love for you everyday and everywhere.
- You weren't BFFs with my cousin,I'd make a move.
- My parents were more open minded,I'd take you home to meet them.
- You could read through my lies and realize I love you more than anything in this world.
- I wasn't in denial about you
- I had the guts to show this to you.
Life is complicated.
I'm sorry that I lied.
I'm a liar,read between my lies.
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| I love how no one reads this blog :) gives me a safe place to publicly say what I want to say about my life.
It's like screaming your deepest darkest secret in a really loud party and the person you're screaming it to can't hear you but nods politely as if they did understand. It's my own little post secret, anyone can read it but there's a sense of anonymity which is oddly comforting. Is it freedom of speech if no one listens?Well i guess that's the only downside of having non-existent readers.
Anyway, I think I finally met the person who I want to hold hands with. It sounds like I'm a prude but I think I'm feeling something and I don't want to screw it up like last time. I wish things were simpler.
Feels too good to give up.
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| Wants to crawl under a rock and stay there till the emotional storm blows
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| I'm gonna start spelling your name with an EZ at the end...
you realize that you're a glorified booty call?
I'm not defending what i did.
since all that happened after.
I'm not sorry for what I did to him
I'm sorry for what I did to you
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| is there something wrong with me?
i really try hard to try and help but I always get shotdown
Am I this bad a friend?
that Im only there for laughs and nothing else
that when things get serious im useless?
what am I doing wrong?
Am I not trustable or something?
Why wont anyone let me in?
all i want to do is help... | | |
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type what you feel(if your just gonna be a bitch just bugger off,kay?)
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